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so yeah my housemate who hasnt drank in like 4 months suddenly started drinking tonight cos our friend and his g/f (also our friend) were comin up to celebrate her bday. Needless to say he got wasted after like 3 drinks. it was really fun, we used to all hang out and just do whatever a year or so ago and its the first time weve had that kinda evening/night in a long time

I partied hardcore last night... Ugh.
I felt so shitty in the morning that I cried.

what did you dooo?

i forgot to mention my housemate rang our friend at 1.30am to tell him how much he missed him..

i gotta go home today for a funeral, its my old biology teacher, she had cancer and was only 47 its really sad

I just drank too much, smoked too much pot. I just feel so damn guilty afterwards and I HATE going home afterwards and trying to act normal around my parents.
The thing that makes me the saddest is that it's all I want to do lately.

i had to go to school today to get my schedule and ugh, my viceprinciple kicked my friend and i out because i asked her a question about my permanent record. shes such a bitch.

fuck vice principals. they are not your pals.
sorry about your bio teacher, alan.

i just moved into my dorm about 20 minutes ago..... i'm not staying there tonight; i'm still in the hotel with my parents. but i'll be there tomorrow night. its a really good room. i have a really cool poster of bob marley playing guitar and smoking a joint, but all the lines in the drawing are made up of words to songs from the exodus album.

Today was my Granny's funeral. It was fuckin' intense.
Ugh. I met so many people and heard tons of people going on and on and on about "ooh, you've gotten so old", "ooh, you're so stunning", "ooh, you look just like *insert family member's name*"

The kid I went on a date with is magically back with his ex-girlfriend. I found this out through Facebook. How fucking convenient. God. I feel like an ass.

lolz at my shattered shin!

ugh i had a sore back yesterday and instead of takin it easy playing a gig i did my usual hoppin and lepping and now im in pain

fool of a took.

blah i hate life right now, i live with two couples and a guy who stays here two nights a week who is in the same boat as me except (like i said) only two nights a week. im pretty depressed and little things annoy me.. rant rant rant...ill get over it in a few days but right now it sucks balls. i miss my girlfriend and hate that i cant see her when i want

i finally saw the dark night. i liked it, but it was too long and i was too tired.

and today i was walking to my last class of the day and my viceprincipal stopped me and asked if i was okay 'cause i looked "sad lately". i've been sick all week but thats about it. it was the most awkward thing, ever.

yea i felt the same way about dark night. college is all right. i plan on transferring to a smaller school, closer to home after this year though.

i feel a lot better than i did while posting the other night ^^^

friends are back in town, college is starting, ill be busier and junk

thats gooooood

dude. ya know those reusable shopping bags you can buy? well i have one (so i dont have to waste another plastic bag every time i go to the store) and i took it into rite-aid (pharmacy). i had to buy a bunch of different things, and i would just put what i needed into the bag and keep looking. so i was in there for like 10 minutes when some lady comes up behind me and says "i need to look in your bag." and i asked why. and she said she caught me on tape shoplifting. huh? so she told me to go into the back room, and i did, and she takes my bag and empties it, and of course it had stuff in it - i was shopping there. she asked me if i planned to pay for the stuff and i said of course. she didnt believe me, and asked for my id and took down my address and all this stuff about me. she asked again if i plan to pay for it, and i said "yes. well, no, not anymore. i plan on going to another pharmacy now."
she called the police and two officers came. they asked if i'd ever been arrested before, and i said no. and they said if i had a criminal record, they would take me into custody, and if not, they would let rite aid handle it and i would go before the magistrate (judge). the cop called in my information, and i didnt know if my underage would come up or not. it ended up not coming up, so the cops said they weren't going to do anything about it. they left, and the lady asked me to sign a sheet of paper. i read it and basically it was a confession that said i took shit out of the store without paying for it or ever intending to pay for it. i told her i wasn't going to sign it. she suggested i cross out the part i didnt agree with, and i said no, i'm not signing anything. i was in this fucking back room with this fucking lady for 20 minutes now, and she said "ok, how do you want to handle this?" and i said "...what do you mean?" she said she could either rip up the paper and i could go, or we could go to the magistrate. hmm, let me think... i said "i'm really not interested in wasting any more time here. you can go ahead and tear up that paper." she did, and i left. i'll never shop at rite aid again. also, i made a sign on my door that said "don't shop at rite aid!!!! unless you enjoy being harassed by their staff, kept in a dirty back room for 20 minutes, having the cops called on you, and then let go without so much as a 'sorry for the misunderstanding.'"
fucking idiots. i tried explaining to them the concept of the reusable shopping bag. they told me i should buy a separate bag for every store i ever shop at. i kindly explained how that defeats the purpose of the reusable bag. i'm pretty sure it went right over their heads. assholes

niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice.

eh. jenna and i aren't doing too well right now. i have no doubt that we'll stay together, but the distance and the time apart are getting to us. i'm not very happy here at the university of pittsburgh either

i bought a bunny (:
he's got floppy ears and i love it.

no wayyyyy!!!! i wanna get a bunny! what's its name?

first my friend and i named it joey after our friend joey who technically payed for it since you have to be 18, but then we decided to name it mark, but my brother calls it "fluff and stuff". it's sooo cute and i'm super allergic to it yaaay

lollllll awesome. post pics!

how long have you and jenna been long distance matt? i found after a few weeks it sucked majory but im kinda used to it now..

and yes! post pics! and you should call it murky, a mix of all the names!

LOL. we've been apart since the day after we met, almost 2 months ago. except for two visits.
EDIT: its a really bizarre-sounding relationship, but we talk nonstop every day.

MAN I haven't been on here in forev.
School is lame. I miss summer vacation terribly.
Pre-calculus is hard.

I have a new boy! He's Scotty's best friend... Hahahaha.
All we ever really do is smoke pot together and kiss, so it's not really a good relationship.
Oh well, he's hot.