tell us about it

i feel like i haven't been around lately D:

i fell at work sunday and smashed up my knee really badly, socks.
i love this snow, i hope it never stops.
i got a boyfriend, cute.

woah! spill teh beanz!! who is he!? he better past our tests!

We had snow like a month ago but its long gone..

have to be up in 7 hours and then ive 2 days to do about a weeks work. got interviews done for my radio show though, just hope they turned out ok

Caroline has a boyfriend!!! Ahhhhh, fill us in fill us in!

It's been snowing for over a week here, but none of it is staying.
I'm stayin' home from school today! Yayyy.
Damon and I got into a huge fight this weekend and we're over. I never really talked about him, but we were kinda together since summer. Sucks, but he's a really bad kid. Just really hot. We were never good for each other though since we both messed around with other people... Haha, not a very stable relationship.
Ummmm, I don't know what else.

right? haha.
he's canadian and the first time i met him, i didn't know and was making fun of everything about canada and he was 3 steps from murdering me, hahaha.



i had to hand out fliers in the freezing cold today for a band fundraiser... goddamn was it cold. i was the only idiot who forgot to bring other clothes so i was stuck in my uniform D:

Aww, how cutee:)) So did he move to Ohio? Or is it like a long-distance type thing? Haha.

So I really hate The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn.

he moved to ohio 3 years ago, yum.


we have chili for dinner... the last time i had chili, i got the flu very violently DDDDDDDDDDD:

woah somehow i havent been on tell us about it in a while.
that sucks about you knee carlos, but boyfriends tend to make things better. sometimes. good luck
sorry about you and damon, rachel.

just 2 things for me tonight: jenna texted me outta nowhere 2 hours ago. she said "hey" and then nothing else. ugh.
AND fuck the cold weather.
other than that, everythings good here

I HATE "hey" TEXTS SO MUCH! Gahh, so stupid.
Did you talk to her?

So I really like this boy and I don't fuckin' know what to do about it! I sound so pathetic with a new guy everytime I blab on here. It really isn't how it sounds, though... I don't think. I don't know. In real life, it's not that exciting.

TWILIGHT TOMORROW AGALSDKGAHGLKASDGH!

hahah. she just texted "hey" and i said hi and then nothing. 2 hours later i texted "why did you text me?" and still nothing. my guess is she remembered she had homework or something and decided to ignore me and do it. or her phone broke again.

it doesnt sound pathetic at all. good luck with him.
i'm actually gonna try to go out and party this weekend (lately i've been getting really high on weekends - and weekdays - and losing the motivation to walk up to the frats and find a party). it's been a little too long since i've been to a party and different social scene.

I had the opportunity to party last night, but the friends I was with didn't want to... So we just drank at my friend's house. It was really boring, though.
Damon texted me yesterday after school. I haven't talked to him in a week. He asked me if I wanted to burn one with him, but I didn't have time to. Then he kept asking me to come out to a party he was at so we could see each other. Ugh, I don't need this.
I went and saw Twilight. It was very good.
I was looking through my friend's old yearbook from middle school and she and a couple of my other friends wrote all over everyone's pictures and they wrote shit all over mine and it made me feel horrible. I know it was five years ago, but it still made me kinda sad... Haha. Poor 6th/7th grade me.
And I still really like the other boy I talked about up there, but I don't get to see him at all this weekend:(

welllll i meant to go to a party last night, but of course i ended up smoking instead. boring. i wanna meet somebody.
i go home in 3 days for my first vegan thanksgiving! chyea!

Vegan Thanksgiving? Woww I don't think I could ever ever do that. I effin' adore Thanksgiving food...
I haven't smoked in exactly a week today and I'm antsy.

oo i also decided i want to get the word VEGAN tattooed vertically down the back of my arm. that makes three on that arm (vegan, blink smiley, black rose)

If I was a guy, I'd totally get a sleeve. Damn.

i seriously cant wait. the more i think about it the more excited i get, and the more excited i get, the more tattoos i want.
EDIT: and by the way, i think sleeves on a girl are hot

Hahah, I just imagined you having an excitement spasm. Those happen to me sometimes.

I would love to have sleeves, but I really don't think I'd want them when I get older... For some reason I feel like I'd think differently if I was a guy.

My iPod isn't working and I'm PISSED.

its so cold and i have so little gas in my car, the gastank froze and i couldn't leave my friends house this morning. ew.

woah, i've never heard of that happening.
i drank a pretty good amount last night, both before and after the radio show. i hung out with these 4 girls my co-dj is friends with. nothing interesting happened.

so recording went pretty well, were just waiting for it to be mixed now

it was pretty gross sleeping in a campervan for 4 nights with no showers/shaving etc but on the plus side a few of us started to grow beards.

though i think im the only one still going

and i meet michelle this weekend and shes not a fan of the full beard..!

all of my guy friends are scruffy 'cause they're not in school for this long weekend so they don't have to shave... awesome.

my brother comes home tomorrow and i'm stoked !

My dad had a talk with me today after I got home from school.
My parents have known the entire time that I've been smoking weed and lying to them constantly. My dad could tell that I've been coming home high at least once a week. And this has been going on for months. I seriously can't believe my parents haven't said anything to me this whole time...
My dad called one of his cop friends (my dad used to be a cop) and during school today I guess he had his drug dog and they searched my car and shit. There wasn't weed in there, but the cop could tell that weed was most definitely smoked in there.

The weird thing is that my dad wasn't even mad. He was just extremely disappointed. He was crying when he was talking to me. I have NEVER seen my dad cry except for at my Granny's funeral. My parents have just been really fucking worried about me. I've been depressed and my grades are horrible and I've just been up to no good. I feel like such a fuck up though, it sucks!

No car. No phone after 9. No life.

ah your dad was a cop... thatll do it alright. lame. but thats what you get for doing drugs maaan

You're right... I got punished for the right reasons.
I'm only really really bummed for two main reasons:

1)I don't get to hang out with my stoner friends at all anymore. That includes Damon. I'm really effin' depressed about that because things were starting to get better between us and I was really excited. Like my dad said though, take weed out of the equation and there's really nothing in common.

2)I don't get to hang out with my REAL friends for a long time. I'm so lucky to have such amazing friends who told me all along that I needed to stop smoking, but they still were there for me and still are and remind me everyday that they're there for me and love me. All I want to do is spend time with them, but I can't and it makes me so depressed.

Uhhh anyway. Happy belated Thanksgiving!

Just saw a pyschobilly band. They were ok. But i dont really like psychobilly that much

I got to have MJ over Friday night, so it supressed my depression!
She and I looked through some of my old MSN convos and we read the ones where all of us from the boards were talking and being insanely hyper... Goddd, we were laughing our asses off!

Levi was supposed to come over this morning and he didn't... Frown frown frown.

I miss driving. Now I have to find an alternate way to get to and from school. Ugh.

And back to school tomorrow. Boooo.