tell us about it

well thats good.

my boss was supposed to get back to me about his friends in puerto rico letting me and 5 other people stay with them over spring break, but he hasnt. i've already had to call him twice about it and email him once. bleh.

im hungry. crappy timing to be hungry!

i made some awesome banana bread today so goood.

dude. i want banana bread...

and it still makes me happy to see mel as the one to post here before i came.

i started throwing up around 2am and at 6, my mom came into my room and told me to get ready for school. seriously? i told her to fuck off and painfully went back to sleep. ugghh i'm dying. and it's gerard's birthday so i probably can't see him since i'm sick. balls.

get well soon!!

jenna apologized this morning for telling me she hates me. she said she doesnt hate me. that's the first time she's ever apologized for something without me confronting her about it.

oh wow. she probably felt guilty.

i was contemplating getting back together with her again last night. i dont think its a good idea as long as i'm here, but maybe during the summer? of course she would have to start accepting me for who i am and all. i really hope she does. if she doesnt, then its an absolute no.

dude. i hate feeling alone...

are you feeling alone?

OMGOMGOMG-
I meant to post on here the night blink announced they're back together. I didn't, obviously.
I just want to say I am so fucking happy and overwhelmed. I have no energy right now to fully express my enthusiasm. Basically MJ and I were crying and jumping around like fucking idiots when we saw them on the Grammy's. It was her birthday, so she was fucking ecstatic. I am SO pumped. And just so so happy. I didn't think this would ever happen.

HI MEL!!! I was seriously just wondering where you've been the other day... I'm glad to hear you're doing well. That's some crazy shit you experienced. Welcome back!

I have been paranoid and scared about something and it turns out I didn't have to be. And so I am very relieved and it makes me happy and now I just wanna jump for joy. But I won't. BYE.

hahaha this has been the best christmas ever!!

Ps- I smoked weed Sunday. First time since November 24th '08.
Damn. I was high as... Something that's really high.
Then I crashed on Damon's bed and he got mad at me.

hahaha. a kite?

I thought of saying a kite, but that's just too dang cliche!

baked as a cake?

Ha! That sounds great. Although I didn't feel baked. Just high.
I feel like there's a difference.
OH man, I need to stop babbling. Basically I was really really high. Like SKY HIGH. Hahahah... I even watched that movie! It's some Disney Channel thing. Totally lame, but entertaining.

everything is entertaining when i'm high. my friend had to do a phone conference and i sat in, high, and it was the funniest thing EVER. for absolutely no reason.

do you guys get the munchies when your high? one of my friends does and she eats anything and everything and so much, one time she ate like 2 packets chips, raw 2 minutte noodles, chocolat,biscuits,icecream just everything in the cubard.

its always the quiet ones wrote:hahaha this has been the best christmas ever!!

haaa amazing.

i don't get high... as usual hahah

yes, i do. i eat ridiculous amounts of food. i'm pretty much known for two things among my friends: my ability to put away as much food as i can find while high, and my tendency to go out for a simple errand and come back unexpectedly drunk and/or high.

hahaa. why does that not surprise me?

what great things to be known for mat, hahaha. i spelled your name with ony one t, oops.

my bunny, mark, learned how to walk up steps the other day so now we got one of those baby-gates so he won't leave the laundry room. yesterday he chewed through it. i love mark.

woah. i never knew you had a bunny named mark