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You crazy collegietes! Or however you spell that word.

You-know-who and I got in a HUGE fight this morning. He was calling me a "fucking bitch" and whatnot. I made him really jealous because I had a guy over last night who he knows I used to hook up with a lot... Ahh, I never thought I'd make him jealous. I was fucking happy, to be honest. But then I saw him for like a half hour after work and we were back to kissykissy normal. Oh man.

I am really sick again! Shiiit. And it's snowing a lot lately here. Shiiit. I slid right through a stop sign as an old lady was driving by. I almost got hit by that woman! I felt really stupid and bad and just... Dumb.

i'm stoned at 3:48am

well the crazy week is about over. gig last night went awesomely so thats good.

Talk to ye in a few days, i need to sleep!

sweet. my friend got a djembe (african drum) and we were playing the song burn on down by ben harper last night, me on guitar and him on drum. it was one of my most hippy moments.

i finally saw nick and nora's infinite playlist lastnight and i thought it was really good.

I watched Zack and Miri Make a Porno yesterday. I thought it was pretty dang good! I especially liked the love story. Aww.

i wanted to see that.

it's a good movie, but i heard that when they were doing previews for it on tv they took out the "make a porno" part cause someone complained that it wasn't appropriate....


how lame

yea i noticed that. halfway through it changed from zack and miri make a porno to just zack and miri. stupid.

ha i saw you last night!!

very annoyed*

see rant..

someone texted me last night saying that my "boyfriend" and one of his friends Katie, have been doing stuff sexually together...

honestly, i don't really know who to believe...

aw man thats messed up, that sucks. how well do you know the texter?

i know her enough, that I already know she's a compulsive liar and likes to start drama.

but it's like, why me? i don't talk to her or do shit to her and i'm the one who gets this shit put on. it's fucking ridiculous. i thought that because i graduated from high school, the drama would be over, but apparently not. i just don' know what to do or anything...

block her number

talk to mike

yes i was gonna say that, but there may be no need to bring him into it hopefully

yea hopefully she's just crazy. wow why would anybody make that shit up?

well me being a girl he was the first person i told, but for some reason he's just not comforting me the way i feel it should be handled.

i guess i want proof... from both ends.

i ran into krista today for the first time in a while. ashley, if the need arises, would you pretend to be my girlfriend? like, if i ever text you "hi honey" or something like that, it means she's looking over my shoulder and i need an excuse for not being with her. just go with it if you would.

Haha! Nice plan.

So... Last night, I had an extreme epiphony. I think that's how you spell it. Anywho- I'm not gonna go into detail, but I called Damon and completely ended things with him (he was a douche about it, but it helped me get over the situation). I've gotten in trouble TWICE more since I was last on here. It's just getting ridiculous. I think I needed to realize what I was doing on my own instead of getting repeatedly punished because it obviously wasn't working. My mom and I had a really really really nice heart-to-heart and I just feel incredibly relieved. I feel like my old self again. Ahh.

i absolutely love moments like that, unfortunately even when i did, it still NEVER got me out of trouble.

and matt, we talked about this last night haha.

thats really good to hear (rachel)

Yaaa! Thankss.

Today is hard. I got out of school at 12 (SO MUCH SNOW, it's ridic) and the only thing I could think about was driving straight past my house and going to see Damon instead. FUCK this is not easy. But, I'm hanging out with Matt instead and I'm going to have fun and get over that cute little fuck-faced boy.

you can't get over him can you?