tell us about it

ooh, that's rough rachel.
alan, dinner went well. good food, good times, good people.

okay so today i was pulling out of my friend's street onto a main road when all of a sudden all these papers i had on my middle console in my car went FLYING out of my car. so much important crap was up there-even my prom pictures? i guess that's where i put them. so my friend and i got out and the only thing we found was an old parking pass. ugh, so unfortunate.

ah, page 20 is finally gone.

that suuuucks carlo did ye scope around the area?

blink was awesome, except for it raining torrentially the entire time, making it freezing cold and causing the set to malfunction, me to leave early, and the show to stop short. i was shivering. and i was with jenna. so we sat in the car for a little while and warmed each other up. incidentally, do you know how we keep warm in russia? ...we play chess.
but it was soooo cool to see them live finally, despite all the suckiness

was it outdoor? I'd hate to see them outdoor unless it was super sunny.. well that's a lie but i'd rather see them indoor

are you and jenna back together?!

I've a job trial thing tomorrow. Haven't really thought about it..

i'm seeing them september 2nd and i'm so excited, zomggz.

my boss pretty much hates me, but i don't think he can fire me. ohboy.

you might as well do no work if your boss hates you anyway!


I got the job, start monday and it lasts a few weeks, ill actually get paid! it seems tough though but ll just do my best etc etc

And im getting a car soon.
hurrah, material possesions, a great way to forget about lifes problems.

I had a sad dream last night

aw alan. i'm sure things will look up. is that a phrase?
yea jenna and i are together. it's going well. actually, better than as good as it was the last time. but its still so hard because of the distance thing.

i slept for maybe 4 hours on a basement floor lastnight and now i'm probably staying up all night tonight because i have to wake up at 8am to go out to breakfast. oy vey

ive been trying to buy a car for the past day and a bit, it's stressful!

Ive been keepin busy which is good, and i talked to my oldest friend about the michelle thing - weve pretty much helped each other out with girl stuff since we were old enough to notice girls! - and i feel better about the whole thing now.

going to a nearby town toinght for a photo exhibition that i might do an article on

umm. my girlfriend is crazy. ashley, dont repeat that.

say what?

hello friends... i haven't been on here in ages, jeeze.

uhmm.. matt why is your girlfriend crazy?..

alan.. happy belated birthday, also i'm really sorry as to what happened between you and michelle. but we can relate haha... cause, i unfortunately still miss my ex.. even though i shouldn't.

blah. blah. idk what to say.


I SAW BLINK!! with matt and jenna. hahaha. except i didn't pussy out and leave early, i stood in that goddamn rain the entire time. AND ENJOYED EVERY BIT OF IT, believe me! :]

"you guys are all wet and horny out there." ahhhhh. yessssssss. gotta love the oldschool humor.

haha you met a guy off the internet? You totally shouldnt do that!
Oh yeah i saw a girl that looked a bit like you at my work a few weeks back. Starting different work next week..

i went out for a while last night, might do the same tonight. interesting right?

just found out some of my oldest friends are looking to move to galway, awesome. Back to college town with the easiest people to live with that ive ever, eh, lived with..(and some other chick) this would be sweet if it works out

job isn't bad, gonna be hard to hold onto though.
we supported leftover crack last night.
the guys are goin playing england but i cant cos of work
but im goin looking for a house and probably getting a car tomorrow

i just realized today that i'm very easily embarassed. oyvey.

ok, i take it back. she aint crazy.

whatsa going ona?


I got a car. its v middle of the road. but its black at least!

what kind of car?

i've been a huge asshole to my friend stella. actually she's no longer my friend because of what i did. i feel terrible. i dont even want to go into it. but now i'm kind of taking stock of everything and trying to hold onto what i still have. thank you guys for being here.

i ran out of gas going to work today. i was so pissed.

my car is a nissan.. you guys got those? its pretty standard but its my first..

hope you can make things up with the stella girl.

i text michelle today, her job is moving her to my home county (state/area) which is kinda ironic. she's trying to get it changed. i didn't text her back which is a step for me!

Im watching from dusk til dawn, i heart this film

michelle's trying not to move back to your county? and yea we have nissans. they're good cars. actually, anything non american is a good car lately.

I'm kind of drunk right now and it's idiotic because I just got over the flu.
Anyway- I saw blink on the 18th... I can't even begin to describe how absolutely mindblowing it was. It was indoor for me, haha. And their jokes were fucking hilarious. They said Minneapolis is their all-time fave, na na na na boo boo. I'm sure tehy say that to all the cities, but whatevs it was cool.
Travis' drum solo was fucking INSANEEE. I can't talk about this anymore, it's too overwhelming still. I miss it, though:(

School starts here soon, boooooo. Life with a minor isn't bad for me. And I don't know what else is new.

Sup.

I decided to delete my other username seeing as I use it for other boards, i got freaked about things being traced basically seeing as i spill my guts here quite a lot.

Sooo yeah she's trying to get it changed. Probably cos it'll be a quiet area where nothing happens, and if you dont achieve certain things you cant move up/move area. i wont be living in the county anyway.

i didnt text her back and then an hour or so later she text saying we need to meet up and talk

WTF?!

i didnt reply til today. don't know what this means, maybe some closure. dont even know what i want, well i think i do.. we havent decided to meet yet, she just said she's home at the weekends. i cant go up today really. dunno if i wanta race up there either way. oh boy

think we're meeting tomorrow. well im meant to be looking at houses, if i am, then i guess we'll meet. really dunno whats gonna happen..!